really named cass. {not really emo.}











OMG. ME AND CARA ARE GOING TO THE AMERICAN IDOL TOP 10 TOUR IN 6 DAYS!!!!!!!!! :D DDDD WITH DAVID COOK {plus everyone else} BUT OMG. It’s seriously gonna be such a fangirly day. We’re gonna go out and mob him after and maybe get a picture cuz if we did that would be extremely fabulously incredible. Or at least an autograph or something. But the biggest thing is WE’RE GONNA SEE HIM LIVE! <3333333

So anyway I finished 2 books in 2 days. {well, 3 days but I read one the first day and read nothing the 2nd day then read one the 3rd day, lol} And I def recommend them.
The first is Star Crossed by Mark Schreiber. The 2nd one is Crank by Ellen Hopkins. Both are very good. Crank is written in a veyr stylized, poetic, free-verse style, I envy the author for writing so creatively and shnazzily. Both are kinda intense, Crank being the most intense. But you should read them. !! Kay.

I wrote a poem in like 5 minutes last night. :D BEHOLD

***

Trash Can
gaudy plastic turquoise cradles
gaudy plastic bottles
paper
crinkled
wrinkled
cascading down plastic sides
the bottle juts out
r e m i n d e r
haunts me for awhile
u n t i l I
rid myself of it
forever
no more
’til it is once again satiated

***

Lulzzzz I tried to make a poem about my trash can sound as non-boring as a poem about a trash can can sound. xD Feedback would be nice. (:

And I also am probably gonna post a RENTfic I wrote before NaNoWriMo {which was in November btw}, and it is slash and it is Mark/Roger and there is boykissing, so when I do post it be ~prepared~. :D But it’s just fluff&stuff. Nothing bad. And it’s really short.

ANYWAY 8D

My mom wants to go to the beach today. Eh. I dun really feel like it, but whatever.



Omg now 2 of my friends have a blog. THIS IS CRAZYYYY.

http://claire-lillewy.blogspot.com <—Claire’s blog
http://buttermytoast.blogspot.com <—-Cara’s blog

Go look and see.

OH. I jailbroke my iPod Touch yesterday. First I did it using ZiPhone and thought everything was dandy but then my music wouldn’t play which made me muy upset indeed. So I restored it back to new and then jailbroke it using iLiberty+. It worked absolutely perfectly, I recommend using it. Also, I reccomend looking here for all the basic apps you need once jailbroken to get the most out of it. :D So far I have the last.fm MobileScrobbler, which is VERY SHNAZZY INDEED, and Tap Tap Revolution, which I haven’t played yet. I also have Customize, which I haven’t quite figured out yet {I want to hide some stuff on the home screen and jazz} and Summerboard, which I really like, I currently have the Doodles theme which I find amazing. I downloaded a Renaissance theme which I thought would look shnazzy but it didn’t show up in the Themes section of Summerboard. CRISIS. but I’m happy with the Doodles theme. Oh, and I also have Make It Mine, which allows you to change the text in the upper left corner of the iPod or iPhone, for example, mine says ‘iPod’ since that’s what it is and then the iPhones say ‘AT&T’. I put ‘iPwn<3′. SO SHNAZZY! I’m sure you’re jealous. (:

I had my dance recital yesterday. It went pretty good, I only messed up a tiiiiiny buit in one part, so that’s good, because we were gonna practice our routine before we had to go on but we were lazy and just when we were about to finally practice the people were like ‘Time to go perform!!!!!’ so that plan didn’t work out. But it ended up being fine. So it’s all good.



IO hay. I’m kinda lagging on this, cuz I’ve been over at Scribbld since LJ is blocked and everything. It’s kinda lame but the whole LJ layout makes up for it. It’s kinda confuzzling, though.

Oh, only 1 more day of middle school. :O Kinda depressing, considering basically everyone I know isn’t going to the same high school as me. :( But I’m really excited to go do SOCSA. I went to the showcase, it was 4+ effin’ hours. Super long, from 6.30 to like 10.45pm. But everyone pwned hardcore and it was amazing and they did 2 Spring Awakening songs. :D

So a whole lotta crap’s been going on at school lately.

We’re basically turning into semi-East LA school. I had a hugehuge thing typed up documenting everything I know that happened last week but I decided to not post it. I saved it was a draft though. But it’s pretty much resolved, so that’s very good. It was really not fun for a while.

But aughhhhhhhh school is done and we’re so depressed. NO ONE wants me to go to Dana next year, I’ve gotten so many death threats and shocked faces and ‘No you’re not’’s and that sort of things. D: It’s seriously making me sad. I was practically crying in the car after the day ended, and some of my friends were legitly crying. One of these days it’s gonna really hit me and ‘m gonna sob. I mean, even this guy I’ve known since elementary and he’s the kinda guy who always acts out with his friends said he didn’t want me to leave. But he’s nice. And he knew Idina Menzel was in Wicked for some reason. BUT IT’S ALL JUST SO EFFING DEPRESSING. DDDD: Fo srs. I mean, I’m excited to go to SOCSA and all, but blaaaaaa.

So..um..oh oh new music! Shnazzyness and very eclectic-ness abounds. Rilo Kiley, Eisley, All Time Low, The HorrorPops, The Sex Pistols, Panic at the Disco, In The Hiehgts OBCR, Katy Perry, Seven Foot Wave, Forever The Sickest Kids, We The Kings, Liz Phair, Hole, and that’s it. Pretty. Odd. {which PWNS.}

CONGRATS TO IN THE HEIGHTS! Such an incredible show I wanna see it so much. The music truly is amazing. They so deserved Best Musical. And I was so glad Lin won Best Score! :D he’s so talented, and so young. Their Tony performance pwned muchly too. :D

OH OH OH MY PADRE’S GIRLFRIEND CAROL WHO IS A FLIGHT ATTENDANT WENT TO NYC FOR LIKE THE 6TH TIME AND SAW SPRING AWAKENING. {also got jesse!Hanschen} And I was mega jealous. But she brought me back the Playbill, the program, the bag, a magnet and a T-shirt. So yayyy. but still….JEALOUSLY. She said it was really amazing. And she also brought me back the Playbill, the bag, the program, a T-shirt and a magnet. Very shnazzy indeed.



Um, watching American Idol elims. Yay David Cook.
OH OH I GOT INTO SOCSA. :D DDDDD
And..I WATCHED SA. Twas incredible. Watched it twice. DDS/BW/Moritz’s Suicide w/monologues was even more amazing. Loved the hayloft scene on video.
ANYWAY
I SAW RENT.
LOVED THE CAST. ZOMG. Hannah Shankman was on as Maureen, and she was fierceeeee. Jed & Heinz pwned, Jed being awesome and hilarious and loved him. The cast was just incredible. And Anwar had an asfghhgfdfgh incredible voice. Just overall incredible time. And I stagedoored, everyone was so nice. I wish Hannah & Jed came out, though. But I got pixxxxxxx.

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view&current=IMG_7488.jpg

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view&current=IMG_7487.jpg

http://s4.photobucket.com/albums/y121/Kokoii/Musicals/?action=view&current=IMG_7485.jpg

So overall A++++++++++++ time. I got a shnazzy hoodie, too. And a button. WOO RENT and I took Katie and she really liked it muchly, too. Our seats were really good, too. Dead center ftw.

BUT GROFF & LEA ARE GONE FROM SA. D: So I’ll never see them live. I only hope Socha & Kyle live up to expectations. I also hope no one else leaves before I see it.

Um also I may be in another one of those *situations*. I’m like 99% sure he likes me. I hope he gets over it and does nothing about it, because as bitter as that sounds, it’s the best thing to do. It won’t be awkward and we can just forget about it like nothing happened. Because I REALLY don’t want another situation. Just..blaahh.

Oh yeah, I got RENT 12.19.06 audio with Hanke&Tim. I love Tim’s random little riffs on things, they’re barely noticeable but mean so much imho. xD Haven’s Maureen got nothing on Hannah, sorry.
So I’m gonna go watch more AI.
Oh oh and I’m like addicted to this song. It’s a good song, and it’s Phoebe & Skylar. What’s not to like?
www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZeYOsdA5Bk



HOW DID I GET 106 POSTS ON THIS BLOG. WTH.
Speaking of that, I haven’t blogged for long times. Oh noes.
I GOT DECLAN BENNETT’S NEW ALBUM, ‘AN INNOCENT EVENING OF DRINKING’.
It’s verrry verry amazing, I must say.
I got into a *situation* last week. It was a very icky and awkward situation, really. But it’s ver and done with, except for Tanner being a huge mean person this morning. But it doesn’t even involve him, as much as he’d like to think it would. >.< It was really not a fun thing for me. I felt like how it ended was me being mean. And I don’t like being mean. But I had to tell him I didn’t want to go out with him because it was the truth. I mean, I’ve known him since elementary school, it’s way awkward and weird. But I’m over it, he’s over it, we’re all over it. [except for Tanner who thinks I'm retarded for ignoring him. I'm sorry I did ignore him, but I'm terrible in these kinda of situations and gahh.]
ANYWAY
I’m getting a SA VIDEO today. WITH PHOEBE!ILSE AND KRYSTA!ANNA. THIS IS GOING TO BE COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY INCREDIBLE, YO. I’m so excited xD

Speaking of that, I’m so glad Jason Castro’s gone off American Idol. It was his time, definitely. I predict next week Syesha will leave, then it will be face-off between Davids. :O I really honestly have noo idea who will win, David Archuleta has a tonnnn of fangirls and he’s cute at times and he can sing and he’s generally adorable and awkward. [: But David Cook is just completely phenomenal and can sing ANYTHING, really. He can do Mariah and Phantom and Dolly and rock. All being full of pwn. That is hardcore. And it doesn't hurt he's gotten to be pretty cute and his hair=yesss. I HAVE A THING FOR HAIR I'M SORRY. But I'd be fine with either of them winning, because they both are good[though Cookieee is betterrr] seriously, his Phantom song, The Music of the Night[which is on my iPod] had me fangirling SO HARD over him. Liek whoa. and no matter what both of them will make it big in the industry. Yay.

ZOMG I’M SEEING RENT TOUR IN 6 DAYS AND I WILL FANGIRL AND STAGEDOOR AND GET MY PLAYBILL SIGNED AND TAKE PICTURES WITH THE CAST AND PUT THEM IN MY BINDER, AND I WILL LIKE IT.
It’s als the same day as my SOCSA audition. I hope that dude from [title of show] emails me back TODAY so I can arrange for paying for A Way Back To Then sheet music so I can audition with it, I really want to sing that. If not, then I’ll just sing So Much Better [Legally Blonde, if you didn't know already.] Because me madre had a problem with me auditioning with The Dark I Know Well from SA. Blaaa. It’s ‘innapropriate’. D: And I have to choose my monologues, and I’m extremely glad Hannah helped me with them at lunch today. Yay her. :D
SO I’M REALLY HUNGRY RIGHT NOW. I neeeeeed to blog more often, my blogs are always sooo long. Gah.



I bring late April Fool’s comic I drew yesterday after I finished my History test. Took like less than 10 minutes, no incredible talent shown here. But it made all my friends laugh. It got kinda screwed when it got scanned, though. Dx But here it is anyway.

(Click to make it bigger)
Ok, it’s all..
Girl: Hay~
Person: Um, I’m really sorry, but y-your mom just died.
Girl: WHAT?! *sob!* *cry!*
Person: *gigglesnort*
Girl: What…why you lol-ing?
Person: APRIL FOOLS! xD
Girl: …*kills*

Haha. Yep. I have another comic idea, which I’ll probably draw some time, I dunno. It involves painted-on skinny jeans. xDD And more exciting st00f.
Half-watching American Idol elims. Not really paying attention, lol.

And I know, the subject is wtf. It’s from BARE! HOW CAN YOU NOT LIKE IT??? *spazzes out*
But..anyway, that line is in my head right now, thus it is now the subject of this blog here.
WHICH HAPPENS TO BE THE FOURTH ENTRY IN A ROW! DAYUM, THIS IS CRAZY.

I want to draw with my tablet, preferably on an oekaki. :D



Watching American Idol. David Cook pwned. :D
And omg. There was this Spring Awakening April Fool’s joke that Matt Doyle got fired and arrested. Which isn’t cool, because he’s had bad experiences before. They shouldn’t have chosen him, imho. >_- But he’s going to be the new Hanschen when Jonny B. Wright leaves April 20. Yayyy. :D
I watched bare again last night. I CRIED A LOT. Again. xD Such sad stuff. D:
Aahaha I just saw one of those Mac commercials with the people and it was funny. Bashing pcs ftw. (: And omg that South Park parody of that commercial. ‘I HOPE ITS pr0nz!!’ *dies*

And here’s some art i did Sunday. Doodles that took less than 10 minutes each. Enjoy xD

Sorries for the ultra-light lines. You can’t really see it D:
There’s another I didn’t post. find it here.
My mom burned me the Once album. Yay.
*Goes to watch more AI*



Hay guys. I’m seriously being active blogger amazingness now. CRAZY.
Aaand. I had Mexican food for dinner and I’m full now.
I also put bare parts 10-13 on my iPod. I will proceed to watch them before I go to sleep, probably resulting in me being depressed. :D
I also want to start putting some prettypretty art on this here blog.
Omg aasdfghjhgfdsfa this girl’s art is effing amazing. FOP&DP fanart FOR THE WIN. Srs. I want to draw like that. (jealous.) *O* Haha. And so I’ll post some uber-old FOP!art of mine. Like last year or later…dunnoes.


This is Cosmo with corn. Corn is nice<3 Um..it’s not very good. But I’ll post more doodles I drew yesterday with my tablet. Yay.


Oh, this is Spongebob!Art. Squidly and Patrick from Medieval Sponge. (I can’t even remember the episode name! D:) And I actually kinda like how this turned out, as old as it is. :D

And I got 2 American Idol singles off iTunes. I listened to one because it came up on my shuffle; David Cook’s Billie Jean. (From last week, I think..) And DAYUM. This here David has got some srs fkillz thar. I mean, whoahz he should win. I would buy his music, it sounds like something I’d listen to regularly. (I also got Carly Smithson’s Come Together, but have yet to listen to it) I’m also thinking about getting All Time Low’s album, a lot of my friends like them.

OMFG Absolution came on my iPod. DDDD: *listens intently to Matt Doyle and his amazingness*

He went to you for guidance,
you hid behind a screen.
Knowing how much empathy might mean..
Did you know how much he loved?
Did you know how much he cared?
Lost in the teachings was a boy so all alone and scared.
Father, we were so in love,
and that’s what I find so odd,
Our love was pure and nothing else brought me closer.. to God.

OHMYGOD THAT LAST LINE ALWAYS KILLS ME. Well the whole song does. So does Michael Arden’s version of it. AMAZINGGGGG. :D DDDDDD Fo srs.
And finisheing my Mathtest was EVIL today. Number 12 was the death problem, I seriously tried solving it 3476 times. AND I COULDN’t DO IT. Stupid rational equations. D:

Psh now it’s Mama Who Bore Me (Reprise). Nothing heart-wrenching about that. -_- But still pretty harmonyyyy~

Some pray that one day….(Christ will come a-callin’..)


OMFG HAHAHAHAHAHA I LOVE IT



And I blogged within a week of my last post. That sounds like some crazy S,B! (Not BS! thank you [title of show]) Aaaand the almightily awwweshome Carakinz slept over last night. We played Braaaa and Rock Band. And she kinda pwnz at the guitar, she could do medium her 3rd time playing, ever. SRS FKILLZ THAR. And Kirby cooked us like 4763284 times. It was not a fun thing.
UGGHHHHHH HOMEWORKKKKK&STUDYINGGGGGGGG. Sux!! Vocab AND history. Tomorrow!! :O I should be studying right now. But I’m not. :O
Oh yeah me&Ckinz saw Phantom at OCPAC. It was really hard to follow and not like any show I’ve seen. Too much vibrato, in my opinion. But it was good. The 2nd Act was a lot better than the 1st.
And o m effing g. I watched the rest of bare the other day. OMGGGGGG. AMAZING. SERIOUSLY AMAZING. Michael Arden & John Hill win my life 4656565x. And omfggggggg John Hill’s Cross KILLED ME. It had me literally SOBBING, which happened for the rest of the show from that point on. And Michael Arden’s Absolution. Holy. This musical made me sad and depressed and I LOVED IT. Here’s the first 2 bits of it, about 10 minutes each.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tuc0evWUFjY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CbHPtw6ubyo
It’s NOTHING compared to the 2nd Act, though. You will be sucked and need to watch the rest. Because it made me cry and cry and cry some more. :OO
I want to draw FOP!art again. That was fun st00f happening thar. And just draw more in general and not just in art class.
And..I have rehearsal today. I think. If I can go, which I hope I can. :D
And Old Springs Pike’s EP is shnazzy. Go buy it on iTunes, it’s only like 3.99. :D



O HAI GUYZ. I’m a super-terrible blogger, because I keep on saying I’m gonna blog more often, and lo&behold, I don’t. I really will try and do it more often, I promise!
Well my birthday was the 13th. I am now 14, hooray. I got some fun stuff.
And I got a new iPod! Red nano video. I put some SA videos on it. It’s 8 gigs, which I like. :D
And I am now liking 3 more shows. bare, [title of show], and tick, tick… BOOM!. They all are amazing, but the best by far is bare. That show made me cry just listening to the music. Crazy. But it’s incredible and sad and amazing and all that fun st00f.
Anyway, I had CORE testing today. Math & English. Math killed me inside. It was not a fun experience. At all. But Reading was easy, I’ve taken that test multiple times, and afterward I read and then we got to go out to the park and talk/read. Me, Yevi, Tanner & Claire had interesting, to say the least, conversation. And we were loud. Haha.
OHH and I got my song for SA audition chosen. Love Song. I just needta snag some accompaniment and type up a resume and find a good headshot pic. And soon.
And I’m seeing Phantom at OCPAC Sunday. With Cara, she’s sleeping over Saturday, which is also the day I’ll be doing my 1st table read of our script for theatre. I have no idea what we’re doing for our play. I hope I get a good part.

And if you haven’t already noticed, I’m gonna be using a song lyric for my subject all the time. yay.



et cetera